Day Nine

I think the image speaks volumes about how I'm doing today!

I'm in uncharted waters now - I've never gone this long without emptying my balls and it's pretty much all I can think about.

We're nearly a third of the way through the month and I'm seriously thinking about blowing a load and living with the forfeit. Sharing a topless photo of myself in this public space wouldn't be too bad, would it? I've seen a lot more revealing photos on Facebook and Instagram (not of me, obviously), but I've always been a private person and not one to flaunt my body. Plus a picture of me on this blog associates me with this blog (you may have worked out that Michael is not my real name), so that could be humiliating, even if I'm not posting anything NSFW - do I want my friends, colleagues, and acquaintances to know I'm doing no-nut November?

So I'm just going to stay strong (and hard, and horny, and frustrated) and keep going. This is a weird sort of fun, though, and I am proud of myself for going this long without the release for which I'm now really longing. But can I continue to stay strong in the unrelenting face of my urges? I guess we'll find out - time for more porn and edging now, as there're still a couple of hours before it's time to get ready for bed.