Day Two

I hope every day is going to be this easy. I breezed through yesterday by having a LONG day at work (07:30 to 22:30), and because I was so tired this morning, I wasn't in the mood so only edged for about 20 minutes before getting out of bed to start my day. I wouldn't even say I got particularly close, so it probably doesn't even count as edging. More just idly fumbling with myself while I happened to be hard.

One of the things I'm hoping to get out of this challenge is to break the habit of wanking - I really enjoy edging, but recently have just stroked out a load because... well... I guess because I could. Most of my recent orgasms haven't been body-shaking, all-consuming, mind-blowing releases that I get when I edge for a few hours a day for a few days before cumming. Orgasms that leave you soaked in sweat and cum and unable to move while you get your breath back.

This month, I'm holding back, re-learning how to wank without cumming. To edge myself without release to leave myself wanting more. I'll edge for another hour after work this evening, and again when I go to bed - I want to get much closer this time than I did this morning and challenge myself to stop when I'm right on that point of no return. I'm looking forward to it - it should be fun!